I think I have finally found my place of peace.
Satisfaction and acceptance.
No longer a hurricane of emotion troubles my soul.
Grief has passed.
I can live in the present
and accept the future as God has it.
I no longer view God's "no" or "not now" as punishment
I'm content with His reply.
Like Job behind the Lord Almighty
I wasn't there when God created
and said let be what let be.
This is my life
and oddly I'm quite pleased with it.
I see now what I have
and cherish what is not.
It is a gift
and it is perfect!
in my soul and heart.